The Friends We Love

About 6 months i found out that a close friend of mine had cancer. She is only 33 years old and has a little girl who is only 4 years old. I have been constantly ringing to see how every thing is going. I rang her tonight to just check up on her and see how she doing. She told me tonight about everything that has been going on in the last month and she has told me that she a check up due in September. She has to big Masses the size of oranges on her cervix and that she has gone through all her treatment and radium and that there is nothing more they can do and that its not operable. Listening to her voice tonight made me really realise that she is really sick. She only weights 49 kilos and is very fragile. Is was one of my best friends at school and we hung out together all the time. If i was in trouble she was in trouble. She was the first person i smoked pot with, gate crash parties, and the first person i every since drink a small beach bucket full of rum. She sculled the hole bucket and we all know what follow, YES it was vomit straight back into her bucket. It was one of the funniest nights I've had.

So i am going for a visit to catch up on things and tell her how much she means to me and remind her about all our fun times together. So while talking to her she asked me to start a scrape of her and i and our time together. And that she would write in it and dates and stuff, so i went through all my photos and found some really good photo's. I can't wait to see her just so i can wrap my arms around her and tell her how much i love her and cherish our memories,and friendship.

So when i go down she is organising a camera so that we can get photos together. I just hope she realises how much she means to me and that i am here for what ever comes our way.


Love you heaps Jud.
P.S I will attach some photos of us after the visit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Swimming Champs

I am so proud of my little swimming champs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dakota and Brittney at there swimming club trophy night. My girls cleaned up on the night. It was great i was so proud of them and they were of themselves. The trophy Dakota got was nearly bigger than her lol. She may be little but god she can swim, she beats her PB every week and so does Brittney. The sad thing is that there mighten be Club nights in term 4, because there isn't enough volunteers. So hopefully between now and than we can try to organise some parents and friends who really want to see there children succeed in something that they love.

My Extended Family

Dennis the Menace

Couz Bek still DRUNK from night before

Tayla,Dakota,Monique,Kiara,Brittney and Ish

Here is a photo of my girls and my two nieces. I had seven children on the school holidays just gone. It was great they all got along so well. I had Ish, Tayla, Scott, Brittney, Dakota, Kiara and Monique. And on the odd day i had one of Dakota's friends Taryn as well. They played all day and i only seen them at lunch time when they had hot dogs with cheese and tomato sauce for about 3 days in a row. It was really nice to see all these cousin's get on so well for the whole week they were together in my small 3 bedroom house. I used to get along with my cousins like this so hopefully they will stay as close to each other as i am to my cousins. The other photo's are of my cousin Bek and Dennis they are younger than me but much bloody taller i must have got the short end of the stick in my family cause even my nieces are going to be taller than me soon. BLOODY F%*$EN. LOL

My Girls Christening

On the 1st July 2007 my baby girls were christened at the catholic church where Chris and I were married. It turned out to be such a beautiful day, i was so happy everyone had a great day as well. My mum come down from Yeppoon the kids hadn't seen her for at least 5 months or more so it was really good to see her. My sister Shaz, brother-in-law Ben was one of the godfathers and there 4 kids were there too. My brother Dan and his girlfriend Missy were there as well. My little sister and her girl Summa couldn't make it unfortunately Kris had to work and my dad couldn't get here either. My little cousins were all there, who i hadn't seen in years so they have all grown up as well. All legal to drink and they are not so little anymore. They are all taller than me F@#* it. LOL And most importantly my wonderful, loving hubby was home. We were all happy happy happy. LOL The godparents included Lauren Higgins, Tennille Pamenter, Ben Tomkinson and Ian Reynolds( Boner). Lauren is my beautiful sister in-law who i love dearly, Tennille is one of my oldest friends and is a big pain in the ass, Ben my wonderful brother-in-law LOL and Boner Chris's best mate. To sum it all up we started the day at 9.30 at the church than we all met at the Kallangur Tavern for lunch and drinks after that my place till about midnight so it was a huge day and night but all ended well. Signing off love you all Kell xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My Girls

Well the last two weeks all my babies have been sick. Dakota is on a asthma spray as well as Kiara. Monique and Brittney have also been sick with the flu. Vomiting, coughing, temperature's and the sweats on top of all of that i was sick with the flu as well and infected sinus. So all of have been down and out for that a amount of time. It sucks cause I'm on my own.

And than there is Shaz and she's still going through treatment and i haven't been able to see her for this amount of time either. She tells you she's fine but you know she's not and that she is feeling like shit. I would do anything to make her feel better and have her treatment all over and done with. I love her so much and hate to see her going through this shit.

And for my girls i just wished that there dad was here so i could give them all the attention they need when there sick and when there not. I feel selfish that i had four beautiful girls and would love a little boy one day because you can't give them all the love and attention they carve and need 24-7. I love all my kids dearly and the same just don't know how they cope sometimes when they all need me at the same time and it is always the big girls that miss out the most because the babies can't do it for themselves.

My sister Shaz has four kids to and they are beautiful as well. How she did it and it without one complaint is just unbelievable. She is the strongest lady i have ever met. I need to be more like her sometimes!

I feel old

Well my eldest girl Brittney turned 11 today. She was born 2nd June 1996 at 11:26am, her weight was 8lbs. I was in labour with her for 28 hours with 2 minute contractions for 24 hours. I had my mum, sister Kristie and my cousin Rebecca. I remember my little sister Kristie coming in (she was 18 at the time) and she got on the gas, I couldn't take it, it made me sick so she got on it and pissed herself laughing for about and hour and than fell asleep. So of course she missed all of the labour pains and the moaning and groaning. LUCKY HER!!!!!!!!!!!! When Brittney came out i thought she was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen (but I'm her mum). When i look back now she was a ugly little shit LOL. Just kidding she was beautiful but in first lot of photos she was still all puffed up and swollen so not the best photo's of her. But at 11 years old she is more beautiful today than she was the day she born.(She still was beautiful at birth) She's growing up before my eye's and way to fast. She is very athelete, she loves to swim which she won 9 trophies for last term and she also loves netball, playing guitar,flute(very good at both i might add), footy with the boys and loves to ride horses. I LOVE YOU BRITTNEY WITH ALL MY HEART YOU ARE MY BIGGEST HELPER WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR OTHER 3 SISTERS AND WITH THE HOUSE WORK. I REALLY WANT TO THANK YOU FOR WALKING YOUR SISTER DAKOTA TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY. I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY BABY " I LOVE YOU" xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sister Shaz

Well I had this u beaut post for you guys about the bloody great win to Qld against nsw.(They don't deserve capitals) So all you nsw supporters can kiss my hairy little ass LOL. But my wonderful; caring; loving sister Shaz said to me "WHAT ARE YOU DOING MOVE I'LL SHOW YOU" well we know what happen to that don't we (SCREAMING) she lost it so here is another one.LOL State of Origin is pretty big in my house i have 4 beautiful girls and 3 of them support QLD and 1 supports nsw like her daddy. He has also brain washed her into supporting The Dragons. (She's Daddy's little girl) Can't wait for the 2nd game "GO QUEENSLAND GO" P.S My ass isn't hairy really just ask my sista Shaz she'll tell ya LMAO.