My Girls

Well the last two weeks all my babies have been sick. Dakota is on a asthma spray as well as Kiara. Monique and Brittney have also been sick with the flu. Vomiting, coughing, temperature's and the sweats on top of all of that i was sick with the flu as well and infected sinus. So all of have been down and out for that a amount of time. It sucks cause I'm on my own.

And than there is Shaz and she's still going through treatment and i haven't been able to see her for this amount of time either. She tells you she's fine but you know she's not and that she is feeling like shit. I would do anything to make her feel better and have her treatment all over and done with. I love her so much and hate to see her going through this shit.

And for my girls i just wished that there dad was here so i could give them all the attention they need when there sick and when there not. I feel selfish that i had four beautiful girls and would love a little boy one day because you can't give them all the love and attention they carve and need 24-7. I love all my kids dearly and the same just don't know how they cope sometimes when they all need me at the same time and it is always the big girls that miss out the most because the babies can't do it for themselves.

My sister Shaz has four kids to and they are beautiful as well. How she did it and it without one complaint is just unbelievable. She is the strongest lady i have ever met. I need to be more like her sometimes!

I feel old

Well my eldest girl Brittney turned 11 today. She was born 2nd June 1996 at 11:26am, her weight was 8lbs. I was in labour with her for 28 hours with 2 minute contractions for 24 hours. I had my mum, sister Kristie and my cousin Rebecca. I remember my little sister Kristie coming in (she was 18 at the time) and she got on the gas, I couldn't take it, it made me sick so she got on it and pissed herself laughing for about and hour and than fell asleep. So of course she missed all of the labour pains and the moaning and groaning. LUCKY HER!!!!!!!!!!!! When Brittney came out i thought she was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen (but I'm her mum). When i look back now she was a ugly little shit LOL. Just kidding she was beautiful but in first lot of photos she was still all puffed up and swollen so not the best photo's of her. But at 11 years old she is more beautiful today than she was the day she born.(She still was beautiful at birth) She's growing up before my eye's and way to fast. She is very athelete, she loves to swim which she won 9 trophies for last term and she also loves netball, playing guitar,flute(very good at both i might add), footy with the boys and loves to ride horses. I LOVE YOU BRITTNEY WITH ALL MY HEART YOU ARE MY BIGGEST HELPER WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR OTHER 3 SISTERS AND WITH THE HOUSE WORK. I REALLY WANT TO THANK YOU FOR WALKING YOUR SISTER DAKOTA TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY. I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY BABY " I LOVE YOU" xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sister Shaz

Well I had this u beaut post for you guys about the bloody great win to Qld against nsw.(They don't deserve capitals) So all you nsw supporters can kiss my hairy little ass LOL. But my wonderful; caring; loving sister Shaz said to me "WHAT ARE YOU DOING MOVE I'LL SHOW YOU" well we know what happen to that don't we (SCREAMING) she lost it so here is another one.LOL State of Origin is pretty big in my house i have 4 beautiful girls and 3 of them support QLD and 1 supports nsw like her daddy. He has also brain washed her into supporting The Dragons. (She's Daddy's little girl) Can't wait for the 2nd game "GO QUEENSLAND GO" P.S My ass isn't hairy really just ask my sista Shaz she'll tell ya LMAO.