The Friends We Love

About 6 months i found out that a close friend of mine had cancer. She is only 33 years old and has a little girl who is only 4 years old. I have been constantly ringing to see how every thing is going. I rang her tonight to just check up on her and see how she doing. She told me tonight about everything that has been going on in the last month and she has told me that she a check up due in September. She has to big Masses the size of oranges on her cervix and that she has gone through all her treatment and radium and that there is nothing more they can do and that its not operable. Listening to her voice tonight made me really realise that she is really sick. She only weights 49 kilos and is very fragile. Is was one of my best friends at school and we hung out together all the time. If i was in trouble she was in trouble. She was the first person i smoked pot with, gate crash parties, and the first person i every since drink a small beach bucket full of rum. She sculled the hole bucket and we all know what follow, YES it was vomit straight back into her bucket. It was one of the funniest nights I've had.

So i am going for a visit to catch up on things and tell her how much she means to me and remind her about all our fun times together. So while talking to her she asked me to start a scrape of her and i and our time together. And that she would write in it and dates and stuff, so i went through all my photos and found some really good photo's. I can't wait to see her just so i can wrap my arms around her and tell her how much i love her and cherish our memories,and friendship.

So when i go down she is organising a camera so that we can get photos together. I just hope she realises how much she means to me and that i am here for what ever comes our way.


Love you heaps Jud.
P.S I will attach some photos of us after the visit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!