My Girls

Well the last two weeks all my babies have been sick. Dakota is on a asthma spray as well as Kiara. Monique and Brittney have also been sick with the flu. Vomiting, coughing, temperature's and the sweats on top of all of that i was sick with the flu as well and infected sinus. So all of have been down and out for that a amount of time. It sucks cause I'm on my own.

And than there is Shaz and she's still going through treatment and i haven't been able to see her for this amount of time either. She tells you she's fine but you know she's not and that she is feeling like shit. I would do anything to make her feel better and have her treatment all over and done with. I love her so much and hate to see her going through this shit.

And for my girls i just wished that there dad was here so i could give them all the attention they need when there sick and when there not. I feel selfish that i had four beautiful girls and would love a little boy one day because you can't give them all the love and attention they carve and need 24-7. I love all my kids dearly and the same just don't know how they cope sometimes when they all need me at the same time and it is always the big girls that miss out the most because the babies can't do it for themselves.

My sister Shaz has four kids to and they are beautiful as well. How she did it and it without one complaint is just unbelievable. She is the strongest lady i have ever met. I need to be more like her sometimes!